saturday 19th may 2007

TJCO concert.
probably the last co concert tt im performing as a member. =(

before the concert--
8 days of practices after syf(not as if there wasnt crazy pracs before syf). crazy days, really. never got to see the sun when we left school. was left tired and sleepy everyday. slept in lectures. tutorials left undone. everyday was jus to wait for co prac. wait for dinner time and gg home to sleep. lalala. cycle goes on and on....

messy co room. gg everywhere to buy and borrow instruments. wahh. being in this post really made me a "superwoman" (haha. as quoted by tianxu). woohoo. i've gone stronger.


on the day itself
reached school darn early. loaded stuff onto lorry.we were late. behind schedule. luckily weisheng was there to help! if not, we would have taken even longer. and his "formation" was really stable! hahaha. thankyouthankyouthankyou.
rehearsals didnt went well for us. last minute changing of bowing and stuff. vvery very messy. under-rehearsed.
backstage--was in a terrible mess after that. no appetite to eat. rushed through make up and hair..
concert--yup. we were waiting for takelamagan. best song ever played. THE desert. our desert. our song..

it was really cool to have so much audience. very comforting! tix sales was not bad. considering the fact that we only started to sell after syf. 100+ only were sold on monday. not comforting at all. and we rock cos we sold 700+ tickets in 4 days. =) its like..so impossible!

but im quite sad cos i missed out on alot of things cos i was in the lorry with the instruments. all the siao cam-whoring in the bus. the reviews of the concert. the chats with everybody. and i didnt take photos! sigh. how to preserve memories like that? =(

a few days before, everyone jus wanted to get over and done with this concert. so tt we can really gt a good rest and get down to study.
but now that it's over.
today is the first day tt i get to go home with the sun above my head. the first time for months.
but..it feels really empty inside.. there's nth to look forward to anymore! very lost leh.
for example. like tmr. i have nth to do after school at 3 pm. co room was the place to go to after lessons everyday.. what now?
it's enjoyable jus to sit in co after lessons to chat with whoever is there.
a place where we really belong.

gosh. i havnt even step down. but i tink im missing tjco already.
the comm.
the (crazy) section..
the juniors.
the instruments.
all the memories that we have tgt!

what now tts left is the june camp. we must make this a success. a memorable event =)

and then..we step down. the next comm will take over. our legacy. create memories of their own...

i'm sad!!!

我还是觉得我们真的很不可思议。淡初华乐团 06/07