okay la.
I ADMIT THAT I AM A CRYBABY CAN.

but whatever. cos..

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Temasek Junior College
淡马锡初级学院
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

yupyup. so. in chronological order.

reached school at 645 exact! . then prepare prepare. huangsheng came at 720am? then prac prac prac. went thru the 2 pieces. he said our 状态很好。but i tink he only comforting us! cos the previous day was better. =X

8am--panicked. cos the lorry came.lalala.. moved the instruments to the lorry. then proceeded to SCH. the guys pangsehed me! so had to sit in the lorry with the helpers lo.

wahlao the ride was damn scary! i was super super pissed cos the uncle used a weird route with lots and lots and lots of traffic lights okay! so with the braking and moving, alot of stuffs dropped. i almost cried on the lorry i tell u.

I WAS DAMN WORRIED TT SMTH BAD WILL HAPPEN TO THE INSTRUMENTS!

then we reached at around 915? cant remember le. but everythingwas in a rush. first timer as instrument i/c and all, dunno where to go! to take care of instrus or tune my bass?? ahhhh! no time to make up =(, while the RC kept taking fotos w/o me! boo

blahblahblah. fast forward. queueing up to enter the hall!---by this time. i was really shivering already. i dunno why. was it because tt we overcame the previous syfs, so we feel that this time round, its more stressfull? wwere supposed to close our eyes and "rehearse". yup. upon all these, i teared leh. but i tink no one notice so it was alright. i guess it was the fear tt smth might go wrong. i dunno.

ON STAGE!!!

knocked bass on the stairs while moving up. ouch!!

the song started really abruptly.. DIE.

i realised tt i wasnt focusing on huangsheng after i realise tt i kept looking around the hall instead of him. AHHH. forced myself to stare at him!

15 mins passed so quickly. all these 9 months of practices! all for this 15 mins on stage.

came down to concourse after tt. i tink it was chinyuan who talked to me! couldn't really recognise him, but since he ehhh me. so i ehhh him back. haha. HE SAID WE WERE DAMN GOOD. so i was happy for tt moment.

had to rush back to sch to put back all the stuffs! was on the lorry again, so couldn't share any info or comments with them! felt rather sad noe.cannot discuss anything =(

while waiting for the bus back to SCH. saw junhong so depressed. i really felt like crying, but didnt. i dunno why i sudden became very sad. but after some jokes on the bus, it was better la.

back at SCH.went to watch other schools. but after the last sch, we went to toilet, and realised tt they dun wanna let us in cos each sch can only let in 30 ppl! like wth. we were freaking pissed okay. scolding f**k all the way(me and cadence =X), OUR BAGS ARE INSIDE, HELLO, U MORON.

RESULTS

i dunno why, but i was feeling numb. never expect anything more than gold already. since we had such big screw ups. jus sit there and listen listen. it wasnt anything like the 2005 or the tmsco 2007 one. where i started to cry even b4 they announce our results.

yup. but when we heard

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i literally jumped up from my seat and screamed and screamed and screamed.

眼泪是飚出来的。

非常夸张！
saw harry and junhong jump up from their seats too. all of us were separated. but when we did the TJ cheer, we practically surrounded the hall! =D

then everything became a whirl. icant rmb what happened, except tt i kept crying. haha. so embarassing.

huangsheng came(from hospital?), yeap. 他说他很骄傲。 以我们为荣。很感动！yah. so i kept crying thruout his speech to us(under the sun) tt everyone kept looking at me

这一路走来不容易。

从十多个人的ensemble.

然后也失去了一个很重要的人。

我们变成了59个人的乐队。

说大不大。我们大概是全部乐团里面，到数第三大吧。

我们是怎么办到的？

我们把一个人当1.5个人用。4把中阮，可以顶8个！

柳琴，cello and bass 也一样。

这么艰难的路，我们一起走过。

我们真的办到了. 不是在做梦。

谢谢你们。让我们有这么美好的回忆

塔克拉玛干掠影 （漠楼）。秀绿的洪钟。

SYF Central Judging for Chinese Orchestras 2007

淡初华乐团。