hey hey hey~ long time havnt blogged le~ haha..
i juz went to my profile and found out that i had 109 entries already!!! like, WOW!! lolS..and i still rmb the days when i was only reading blogs, i din haf a blog then see..haah..now i haf 109 entries!! time flies..haha..
aiya..nth much to say la..except that i tink i'm letting go le? dun like him anymore..at least dat's wat i tink so la.haha..
anyway..hope ppl who are sick will get well soon~~
CheErS~~ and SmIleZ~
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eNeRgY rAwkzZzzZzz
wow~~~
today rawks!!
kunda rocks~ but he kinda in a bad mood today..cuz too tired le bah..hai..
we reached there at abt 8+ then sat there..i made cards and cookies for them!!! wow!! first time making cookies can? and e cookies rock!!
then...e thing started at abt 12+ la..then..finally, our turn to go up for ENERGY's signature!! and we made 2 new frens..haha..so, we went up la..nervous as usual..din tok much to them lo..ahdi kunda today quite tired or sumting..not vy good mood..i din get to tok to ahdi, then Kunda! i juz gave him e card dat i made, and e cookies! then..e assisstant beside him say they cannot accept food wor..so nvm la..and i wanted to tok to kunda so much but he like nv ans me when i call him!!! so low can..hai..i only said jiayou to him lor.then shuwei! he very frenly today! he said hello to me!! then i ask whether he can accept e cookies a not, then his assisstant snatch the cookie jar frm me le.....hmph..then,milk! nth much..juz said jiayou.......haha..
then we went to sweet recipe, actually tot they wud look into e shop and see us..but nah.no such luck.haha..nvm!! then later at 3+ we went to e zpop ting inside IMM...soooooooo near to ENERGY!!! oh man..like WOW!!!! i'll be so shuang if it was e concert or sumting..haha...
took a lot of pics!! all with yc..lolS...nvm..
i'm happy!!!!
yeah~

ENERGY~~~~
KUNDA~~~(n_n)
SHUWEI~(^_^)
NIUNAI~(u.u)
AHDI~(n.n)

wow..today rawks..we were so high..and e performance was nice..i did some actions wrongly..haha..but nvm..we din win..but at such short notice, our song rAwkS~~
all those singing and running around was fun, hope we can do dat again..maybe teachers day or sumting..haha..so kewl..then we can be crazy and get high and scream and shout and all..hahaha..so fun..haha..really..mEmOrieZ..
and ppl said we looked too solemn on stage..but we were SmILinG=p ;) (n_n) (u.u) !!! oh well..haha..its over..shud have gotten someone to record us or sumting..hahaahahaa.....
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And i got chOcoLatezzZzzZ from my ex-mortal---Joontat~
and its not e small small kind k!! its the seashell chocolate in a box de wor~~ thAnKeW soOoOo mUch~~ whoever gets him as an angel or mortal is lucky.haha..(n_n)

hai~
y did this happen to me? wat did i do to deserve this from u? is it my fault?
i dun wanna love u anymore..but it's been so long..i need to forget u. i have to do this.it hurts me too much.wat's love?-----something dat hurts..but wonderful..
friends? love? i dunno now.
i miss dose days..
where we would talk abt our dreams
where we would be so carefree
where we would be in a world of our own
where we would chat till dawn
where we would never run out of things to talk about
where we would be together everyday
where we would see the sunrise/sunset
where we would be childish and we wun laugh at each other
where we would go shopping for stuffs together
where we had fun
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i miss u..
hai..
oh man..
i'm sad..
y?
i'm doing this again..
argh!!!

My mum asked me: hey, how come never see u tok on e fone nowadays ar? ur dat fren now never call u le ar? how com??
 
then..silence..i dunno y too...
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haiZ~~

oh well..
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So u think u are all high and mighty lah? like...go away lor..u are not.
stop acting like u noe everyting lor..hmph..and stop tinking dat its not a big deal. dont say anyting if it doesnt concern u can? its fucking irritating lor..if u dare hurt anyone of us, i assure u dat u will fuck hippo the next morning...now i dunno whether its and insult to u or to her...(whooooopz) lolS..i'm fucking irritated now..argh..
like..whoa..too vulgar..hmmmmz... u shudnt have done dat..i dun trust u anymore..

new layout~ comments please? thankEw~ (n_n)

wow..last post was 12 days ago..dat's long..life hasnt been much better for me i gues..all those bad mood days and e homework..cant stand it anymore..and apart from the fact that i'm growing fatter again, i still cant seem to forget him? y? hmmmmz...**ponders**

recommended read: The Mozart Season-----by ???

i forgot..but its real nice..i like it..wahahaha..i'll post up e summary and e author some other day...lolS

yeah..anyway, i wasnt online for vy long(by my personal online status standards la). i'm not dead yet. dont worry..its juz dat i cant get onto e net due to some *unforseen circumstances(?)*..haha..shant go any further into that..
its e end of e hols already..time flies..swwwiiiiish~ and WOW~ half a year has passed in e blink of an eye..like..wow..fast..i still rmb my first day in sec 3..wahahah..all e guys in long pants, they seem so weird..but now, imagine them in shorts..they'll look funny i guess..haha...
sometimes i recall e memories in sec 2..really fun times we had together..e 3 of us always hanging out together and all..staying back in sch, going to e playgrd and act like kids, despite e fact that we are already secondary sch students..i miss those times dat we'll go out after classes, learn to play basketball, hanging out at e malls until late, try to play e dizi, came up with e amazing race after running from one end of e mrt train to other, try to study together, tink of crazy stuff to do, blah blah blah..i guess dats a memory, someting dat i will keep in my heart forever.

i hate myself...........y? i dunno..haiz..
was shopping juz now..all e clothes so nice. but as i said, they are for 'young and skinny gals...' me? i'm fat, ugly..lolz..sad life..haha..wat's e point of having better marks? but at least i dun lose in everyting..hai.....oh well...who cares anyway..haiz..
my aunt is getting married in september..and my pretty cousins will be there..and me? hai...oh no....i need to lose weight!!!! argh!! y am i born liddat?? hate myself le..
i wish i could lose weight easily..but argh...no such luck..i'm trying k? haiz
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i still hate myself..enuff said..i noe u are sick of reading this...wahahahaha...

wahahaha..finally updated le..i like got no mood to write anyting liao..lolz~

what will u be like if i never existed and came into ur lives??

hmmz..i dunno..maybe u wun be any different...i havnt been any impact in anyone's life anyway...haiz~

you dun care anyway..u've gt her now..

ahhh..wateva..looking forward to e bbq~ (n_n)
*hopes it will be fun*