wah!! he so cute! i cant blieve we did dat..hahax..too bad michelle..=p
and another one failed..too bad..next time we try again~ hahax
hm..actually nth to write abt..hahax..so sian..i wanna quit guitar liao..but cant rite..CO's much more better..**i can imagine ychuan's face screwing uo** hahax..
aiya..gtg liao..bye~

haiz..so sian..got 33/41 fer chem and 16/25 fer social studies..hahax..gtg..shortest entry ever..haha..buai~

yo..i'm so sian..got so much hw havnt finish!! argh..dying..
i'm left with:
1.amath
2.study fer chi test
3.reading assignment
4.social studies quiz and worksheet
5.history proj

omg!! how? no time liao la..shit..
now i noe got 2 ppl same bday as me!!
Lynn and henry~ woo~..haha..will receive presents frm me de wor~(n_n)

watched the eye 2 with hengky and henry yest..hahax..like weird..e show was erm..quite diaoz lor..e story is kinda boring la..but i liked e ending..as in it was quite touching la..then e scary scenes were ok lor..onli dat part where e boy and his mother fell frm e building or whereever was freaky..e rest were juz shocking la..not really scary..haha..spent almost $20 liao..later still going out..wah..die liao..broke sia..haha..
later got CO..but i not goin..sorrie~pri sch frenz vy long nv see liao ma..haha..last time we went out was last yr lehx..haha..christmas day..tml muz go co at 7.30 cuz got com meeting..like..it's kinda e first meeting..haha..wateva..i'm juz crapping..gtg liao..my pile of hw is like..whoa!! haha..(n_n)

BalLooN hAt FesTivAl

ohya..and i went to e balloon hat festival at sentosa..haha..but din buy any balloon hats la..dun ask me y..e performance is soo cool~~ hahaz..and i toked to victoria today..haha..she's so cute!! haha..she was like " u noe them ar?" then yichen was like "nonono..we are juz visiting sentosa..." then she believed lo..hahz..then i was like 'no la..we noe some of them la..' then she was like " then u noe me?" then i was like" ya..u victoria rite?" then blah blah lo..i oso dunno how cum i noe her..haha..then in e end she was like "ok nice to meet u.." haha..=p

eNerGy rAwkZ~ MisSinG yOu..

omg!!! ENERGY~~~~
argh~ i finally got energy de signature le!! omg..i cant blif this~!
i toked to ahdi and kunda~~~~~ argh..it's so nice!! i cried after i gt e signature siaz..so emo..hahaxz..
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Is there someone to trust?

he's by my side and though we have smiling faces, i know that something's not right.


is there someone to trust? he swore he'd never be like the other guy, but seemed to have plain forgot the vow as the time went by.


is there someone to trust? he used to call me night and day, we had so much to say.. and now the silence seems so loud.


is there someone to trust? every moment spent together was never enough. yet now he gives a million excuses, hanging out seems too tough.


is there someone to trust? without a sound, he's vanished out of sight. and i've been left here wondering..


is there someone to trust?

haiz..all these not written by me la..it's frm some unknown person's blog oso..so sad rite..but some of e points apply to me too..sobz..

haiz..sian..dunno wat's with e ppl's attitude lo..like so wat lo..haiz..talking abt e general thing here k..not pointing fingers at anione ya? but realli lo..see dat attitude realli vy sian liao..haiz..it's like..wat's e point of joining an aesthetic grp when u juz wanna play bball everyday? stoopid lo..juz quit lo. i dun give a damn abt u aniway...i dun wanna see u again lo..see liao oso sian..so angry lo..and it's not even our fault..argh..sian!!
if rite, we get rid of those ppl dat complain dis and complain dat, more than half of e cca would be gone liao lo..shit la..stoopid..haiz..dunno y i'm saying this lo..like i noe dat it wun help much juz by complaining..hahax..wadeva le la..so sian..some ppl are juz so dotz..i dunno how to describe them liao lo..nth to say abt them liao..juz make me sian onli..we realli gt alot to learn frm e band ppl..realli..i dunno y some co ppl dun like them lo..it's like..ppl get gold u jealous ar? then not happy la? then practise harder la..juz say got use meh? mrs ouyang oso expect us to get gold lo..liddat de attitude sure die de lo..haiz..

oh ya..and next time when u are arguing with ur parents, DON'T ever give them a fucked-up look..u'll worsen e situation..trust me..

hai..so sianz..next week whole week test leh!!! stoopid de la..then cannot go take eg mini concert tix..argh!! sian! y liddat??? can't stand it liao lo..i wan see energy!! my mum sure wun let me go le lor..sian..got chance go see them..now..haiz..sianz..

There are three friends

Eric, Cathlyn, Carol

Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school

Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish

Carol was just one of those plain and average girls

Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric

Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric

For she was already attractive enough

Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care

Carol wasn't ugly at all

In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant

But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes

So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn

For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl

While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type

Eric always insulted Carol

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was

And how dumb she looked

Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless

That's life

Carol never gave up though

She wanted to prove something to Eric

She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything

She studied hard, really hard

She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her

But she never forgot Eric

Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker

Always with the same words

'I care for you, and I always will'

Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time

Eric began to realize

How dumb he had been

His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn

Was flirting with other guys

He regretted for choosing the wrong girl

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later

For she had found a wealthier guy

Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb

He went to look for Carol

He knelt on his knees, and said

"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"

Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise

She only uttered these words

"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed

He didn't understand a word that she said to him

But they became good friends

Did everything together

Eric began to change into someone better

Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before

His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way

They just accepted him for his looks

But Carol accepted him for himself

She changed him

Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday

With the same words

She never forgot

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school

She didn't come for a week

At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family

Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them

But one day

He received a call from the General Hospital

Saying that Carol was about to die

She had been suffering from cancer

But Carol forbade them from telling him

Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her

But now that she was about to die

She wanted to see Eric for the last time

Eric rushed to the hospital

When he saw how weak Carol was

Tears began rushing down his cheeks

He whispered

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"

She looked at him

And smiled weakly at him

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant

this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend

my last days with you cheerfully."

Eric looked at her

"You can't leave me!" he said

"What will I be without you?"

"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that.

Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?"

"I love you"

And she died

Eric screamed

He still couldn't accept Carol's death

He had only spent a month with Carol

A month

But Carol changed his life in a way

A way that no one could ever explain

He regretted

But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven

Sometimes

We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us

Until they leave us

Until we lose them

Then we regret

Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts

It's better to tell someone how much you love them

Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them

You'll regret

Love is.

When we fight till the very last minute

Just to show and tell someone how much we love them


So sad rite..haiz..