Temasek Junior College Chinese Orchestra will be presenting it's annual public concert, 松聲竹韻,(with a new angmoh name this year! Musique pour TouJours)
19th May 2007 saturday. 7.30pm. singapore conference hall.
tix at $12 each!!
=D

*go support me k. hahaha...

Friday the 13th 2007...

a bad day for me.
firstly, i screwed up my chem SPA by using the wrong chemicals for all the tests, resulting in wasting of alot alot of time! and therefore not being able to finish on time. =(

secondly. the release of the project work results..expectedly, i cried even before the release of results. =X.
--got a B
--was very disappointed
--pissed
cried damn hard. guess it was a release of pressure for me.
i tink everybody was shocked by me. right? haha.
actually i was gg to stop crying le lor. then everybody keep patting me and hugging me. haha. made me cry even harder only..but I LOVE U ALL!
nevertheless. a B is still damn dissapointing, cos we worked really hard for this. nothing can console me de la...its not comforting to know that almost everybody got the same results at all. cos some jus dun deserve it. yet we end up equal. jus because they can talk well? and some people who really should get the A din get it. nothing in this world is damn fair.

oh well. no point lamenting le.
what matters is the process, right? tts what everybody says anyway.

but im really glad to be in TJ 152. the friendships tt we created. deep rooted bonds and chemistry between the 5 of us. im lucky to be in this team where everybody is equal, where we help each other out when one of us is down and out, whenever we reach a dead end. u guys never fail to cheer each other up even when we are so damn tired about the project. the laughter that we shared. the problems tt we cracked our heads to solve. the number of words tt we had to delete when doing the WR. the argument as to whether we should watch mtv while doing the project. haha. shakirah shakirah ehh~ the food and drinks at my house. and all the crazy things tt we do. im sure tt TJ 152 is the most bonded group of all. even the difference in results cannot break us. right? WE'RE ALL PROUD OF NASH! cos she's 1/5 of our great team!!
I LOVE THE 4 OF U !!
<3s...

CHINESE ORCHESTRA NUMBER 28, 淡马锡中学, Temasek Secondary School..

GOLD!!!

It seems to me that the orchestra is quite calm today during the announcement of the results as compared to 2 yrs ago. not much crying around! haha.
nevertheless, I'M STILL DAMN PROUD OF TMSCO!!!
haha.i tink i'm so kuazhang, cos i teared when they were playing fenyongqianjing. =X
and xuefang had to tell everybody that!!!! haha. so paiseh leh.

OHMYGOD

the march holidays jus flew past...!!!

2 days more b4 sch reopens. damn!!!

3 more terms of waking up at 545am/reaching home at 8/chionging hw until 11+/realising tt there's actually hw at 10+/getting angry every math lesson/lounging around every tuesday's period break/getting fatter/getting not enuff slp/more hw/more revision/more stress/getting back really bad test results/wondering if we'll even graduate/worrying about SYF for the next 2 mths/planning JUNE CAMP! (goodness)/looking forward to days after A's/waiting for my bdae/thinking of what presents(bleh) for my bdae./slping in lectures!(ahhhh 我也不想的。)....
guess there's alot more to come!

It's abit late to say this...but YAY WE SURVIVED TERM ONE! but tt means we're one step nearer to SYF and the A levels.. BOOhoohoo..

went for lunch today at ikea with junhong harry chingkee xuefang and june. haha. weird combi seh. cos xf was meeting june to go ikea to eat. then harry wanted to eat at there too. so we kinda tagged along. =X. wahlao harry said my image very suitable to smoke, but the ways tt he does the actions, kinda cool. but i wun do that!! 我不是那种人.[haha. im not a smoker k. if i am, then all my frens will leave me le ba. hahahas.] spent 7.50 there! and the food is like..average lor. waste my money! hahaa. but the whole thing is fun today. =)

-some unhappy stuffs have happened lately. cheer up people! i'll always be here for u. =) 我舒服的肩膀永远都会在！

-come to think of it...i guess i only keep unhappy things to myself. i dunno how to say everything out leh...but i can always share my happiness with people. mb the cap of this bottle is gonna pop soon. how do i do it? who will be there for me when i have problems? who to share my thoughts with? it has always been like that since primary school. every school tt i go to, this will happen. does the problem lie in me? quite close to everybody, but not yet a best fren?

-and..i just realised that i dun have any closer guy frens since sec2. LOL. why sia? this makes me sound vy hua chi. budden i just it's the truth leh. my social circle revolves around girls, not tt girls are bad. it's kinda imbalanced. haha. and smtimes i really feel that it's more comfortable to hang around with a bunch of guys. it's like, i dunno leh. mb it's like no need to 顾虑 so mani ppl's feelings, as u noe, they not so sensitive.haha.. yup. BROTHER BROTHER u noe.~~

-haha i guess tts quite a long post! spent around 45mins to write all these, while msn-ing and tv-ing of cos =D...

today is 7th march 2007.

what was i doing this day last yr? i cant remember.
what will i be doing on this day next year? i dunno...=X

i need to find a goal to work towards!

and i just realised SYF is only 2 months away! TWO MONTHS ONLY! tts only like 16 practices if we continue to have 2 prac a week. OMG
last yr during this period of time, i guess we were chionging for syf ba. OH that answers the first question above. i can still remember the estacy that we experienced after results were announced..i wanna do us proud! jiayou jiayou! and i wanna see tmsco do well in this yr's syf. cannot let us down! strive for THAT gold with honours! both for temasek jc/sec CO...we missed it the other time. now, it's time to retrieve it.
=D

anyway. i've decided not to go overseas for uni education. but that means, if i wanna stay in singapore to study uni, i've got to do better and work harder. looking at my present results, there's no where i can go except washing plates. =(
since my mum has already ren4 ding4 that i'll do business, and i guess i'll do that too.. since.. what else can i take? haha. i tink i dun have interests in scicence le(i had it in sec sch la, not now), then also cannot take chinese courses cos my HCL only B3. and i dun take anything related to chinese in JC. ahhh.

yeap. haha. hana kimi's gonna end. why only 15 ep.. nvm. im looking forward to corner love! and yu zhe's new show, and eg's news and new album! (speaking of studying harder...SIGH)

Havn't posted anything for 2 weeks!


nothing much had been going on la. except that it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!
me and my bro at reunion dinner. =)


had been 期待-ing this days to come, cos of the food, new clothes, angbaos, house visiting and blah blah...


now that it's the third day of the new year...SCHOOL starts tmr! ohmytian. =(


i dun wan.....grrrrrr...

U know what? I think im really not a "straight" person.
AND DUN GET ME WRONG! i like guys okay. LOL

think...

my spine is not straight,
my teeth are not straight,
my EYES cannot look straight.
LOOK AT MY EYES!!!

GRRRRRR..i cannot stand my lazy eyes.
from Wikipedia, the scientific term is
Strabismus, also known as "heterotropia", "squint", "crossed eye", "cockeyed', "wandering eye", or "wall eyed", is a condition in which the eyes are not properly aligned with each other.[1] It typically involves a lack of coordination between the extraocular muscles which prevents bringing the gaze of each eye to the same point in space, preventing proper binocular vision...

I think Exotropia is a more specific term...Exotropia is a form of strabismus where the eyes are deviated outward. It is the opposite of esotropia. People with exotropia experience crossed diplopia.

It's very troublesome lor! i dun like it. regretted not putting on the "eyepatch" when i was still a small girl. =( it might have cured my eyes. ahhh!!
it irritates me cos 1) not nice when taking fotos 2)people will not noe tt im talking to them cos my eyes dun focus on them 3)makes me very self concious 4)people will be like "are u looking at me?"

hahahaa..pardon my ranting.
life sucks.

I knew i should have collected those "gems" and bling blings from bags, shoes etc from long ago..haha

spent 2 hours "making over" my shoes...

and these are the results!!!

this one..haha. there were originally smaller gems, 3 of them at the side, but one of them dropped off from the left shoe. so i decided to pluck them all off. and put a newer and bigger one! LOL. not very fantastic, but wearable..

BUT this one this one!! im damn proud of it 0kay!

most of my time was spent on this... i made that ribbon thing from scratch leh..guess what it's made of?? haha. a belt...!!! unbelievable seh..haha. took me a long time to stick everything together. cos the edges were hard to glue, cos surface area vy small, blah blah.

then my fingers all kena one layer of superglue le...but it's worth it! the original shoe also has a ribbon on it. a much smaller one. but both of them fell off! one was when i was chasing after a bus, the other one jus disappeared. so the resulting shoe was ugly. haha. should have taken a pic before to compare..but i forgot. =X

going out soon!! haha. outing with 31/06ers to watch s'pore vs msia! =D

one more week passed again!

sighs. this is getting scary...

judgement day approaching nearer and nearer...

害怕!