FUCK....it's e only thing i can say now..i got a F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G BIG ZERO for my HCL oral..juz because i was late..ya la i noe it's my fault la..fine lor..but sumone told me it's at 8.30 lor..then when i reach e canteen was like so freakingly empty..then later rush to hall..saw dat chen lao da..cuz i cudnt find my klaz ppl..he so nice!! lolz..then later he told me dat it's there la.then i went to sit down lor..how wud i noe dat i gotta report to e teacher?? lolz..then later dat liang lao shi came and ask, " y u nv report to me? blah blah..then later brought me to mrs/mdm chen li zhen..then she say, "let her take exam as practice, but dun give her marks.." i was like..nth to say..
then later went back to my seat and almost shouted..then later cry cry la..lolz..then gao yuan comforted me lor..she so nice..lolz..thank u~(n_n) after i took e exam..e teacher said, "hao3 ke3 xi1 ar, ni3 tan2 de2 bu4 cuo4 leh!" then i was like..okie lor..fine..wanna chui2 xin1 gan1 can? lolz..
now i'm like..oh heck with it..haiz..y liddat? it still seems like a dream to me..oh well..it's all over..

It has been about hm..5 days since i last blogged..so many things happened..experienced some stuff..dunno how to say lar..haha..anyway..hai~ feeling vy sian nowadays..dunno y..maybe it's juz me, or it's e stress and all...it's like, i cant afford to fail my subjects, but i dun wanna to study anymore..i feel like giving up can? but..haiz..cannot lar..if i give up, i'll like be strangled by my mum...lolz..actually it's juz me..sumtimes, i juz cant stand losing to other people..lolz..it's e ego thing..wahahahaha..

today is speech day! woohoo..lolz..e day started with lessons..sian~
then after that went fer co com meeting lar..nth much lar..later move move instruments..weird can? today so fast done liao..dat time rehearsal took so long to move e percussion stuff..lolz..then watched e musical exerpt *how to spell??*..then band performed..sounded quite nice to me larz..lolz..i dunno..dunno how to look out fer mistakes..we were sitting on e floor..cant see them perform..juz listen..so hard can? then cannot differentiate e sounds of e instruments..lolz..
then later....CO!! then when we went in band clear e place liao..so they nv see us perform..lolz..today like out leh..dunno..e lian zou 5 still quite messy lehx..but e shouting was nice..lolz..then matsuri..ivy's tempo abit out at starting..but later dunno liao..cant hear her..too far away..today my hands like no strength can? then e 2 songs so chi1 li4 one..can die can? wah lao lor..then must loud i cant play liao..cuz e bow like dropping off..lolz..so heavy can? like..their's so light..mine so heavy..not fair!! haha..then we got new rosins!! so cool can? like..got 3..lolz..soooo cool!! haha..i so over can? haha......hyper me..lolz..sian..dunno wat to do now..tok to me!! leave comments lehx..it's so quiet here.......Zzzzzz

y i cannot see my previous 2 entries de?? weird leh..argh..there a virus ar? sianz..argh..stoopid..blehz..
i failed my amaths--->14/50
physics miraculously--->23/30

cool rite? lolzx

oh ya..and havnt update abt speech day rehearsal..lolz..
reached sch at abt 7.45..realised dat art room not opened yet..then after 3 mins?? haha..xuefang came..then start to move e percussion instruments lorx..so tiring can? but nvm..vy fun.lol..i lurve e feeling of moving e instruments and helping to set up e stuff..like sense of achievement dat kinda thing..lolz..
ya back to e subject...then later ppl start to come in..then get ready lor..then we cannot watch lor!! then must stand outside for dunno how long..cannot hear band play oso..lolz..then later finally can go in liao..i go in first can? like dunno where to walk..lolz..then later play play lian zou5 and matsuri..we lost our rosin lor..shit..then not much sound came out of my bass lorz..and dat stoopid kimberly said e name of e song wrongly..got so many mistakes can? so messy and some parts were out of tune lorz..then we nv shout loud enuff...lolz..then i was like so near to e band ppl..lolz..so embarrassin can? lolz..lame..cuz i tink i saw some of them got dat " oh..so dat's wat CO can do??" kinda look..lolz..cham lo..haha..gtg liao..bye~

nice nice?? lolz..
went out with mich and ychuan on Good Friday..went to orchard take neoprint first, then went to karaoke..lolz..e neoprint machine so kawaii!! but gt one not nice one..waste money only..they nv give us enuff time to put e cartoon stuff in larz..then we dun understand e jap language on e screen, so like we fumbled larz..in e end not euff time to decorate e photo!! argh so we named e photos "yuckie" lolz..but e poses vy nice lorz..juz e deco kinda sucks..lolz..spent a lot of money sia..broke liao..lolz..then e other machine dat we used totally rawks can? so many stuff to put..see until vy luan4..lolz..
then after that, we went for karaoke..so cool can? 3 hrs is sooo not enuff..lolz..then e place quite comfortable lorz..e songs oso quite new..but dun haf energy newest songs..sianz~ haha..but still, we had a lot of fun!! like imitate SHE..lolz..me selina, ychuan hebe then mich elle..lolz..so fun lorz..but vy funny..cuz hebe gt alot high notes ma..then ychuan gt some cannot reach..then larf and larf and larf..lolz..then after dat, we were going home lorz..then me and mich crossed e road liao then ychuan was like stuck at e other end of e road..so funny can? lolz..then later she walked to e traffic light at e other end and crossed it..lolz..so dotz lorz..haha...

hi~..so sian dese days..nth to do..haiz..me life vy sad sia..cant wait fer FRIDAY~!!! haha..soooo exciting!...been quite emo these days sia..dunno y..i dun like wat happened..no one will anyway..C.R.A.P..haiz..dunno lar..my grades are suffering, my relationships, skills..realised dat i'm not dat good anyway..it's juz e scores..i need to practise more more more..i wanna get gold next year..dotz..like i can achieve it juz by myself liddat..haiz..we juz need more S.P.I.R.I.T!! where's e spirit? and e committment? haiz..we need bonding, discipline, committment, e passion..etc..haha..but..haiz..like hu i am to say this?? haha..sianz ar..decided not to go fer guitar so often..i mean, skip maybe 2 of e remaining lessons? haha..i dun get it lor..y cant i seem to get it?? argh..bass rawks..lolz..*is dat frm e bottom of e heart?* lolz..CO rawkz..ENERGY RawkZ~@~

yo~ deciding to change a layout..hahaz..brb~(n_n)