Sunday, February 29, 2004

hai..so sianz..next week whole week test leh!!! stoopid de la..then cannot go take eg mini concert tix..argh!! sian! y liddat??? can't stand it liao lo..i wan see energy!! my mum sure wun let me go le lor..sian..got chance go see them..now..haiz..sianz..
There are three friends

Eric, Cathlyn, Carol

Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school

Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish

Carol was just one of those plain and average girls

Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric

Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric

For she was already attractive enough

Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care

Carol wasn't ugly at all

In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant

But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes

So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn

For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl

While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type

Eric always insulted Carol

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was

And how dumb she looked

Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless

That's life

Carol never gave up though

She wanted to prove something to Eric

She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything

She studied hard, really hard

She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her

But she never forgot Eric

Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker

Always with the same words

'I care for you, and I always will'

Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time

Eric began to realize

How dumb he had been

His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn

Was flirting with other guys

He regretted for choosing the wrong girl

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later

For she had found a wealthier guy

Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb

He went to look for Carol

He knelt on his knees, and said

"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"

Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise

She only uttered these words

"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed

He didn't understand a word that she said to him

But they became good friends

Did everything together

Eric began to change into someone better

Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before

His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way

They just accepted him for his looks

But Carol accepted him for himself

She changed him

Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday

With the same words

She never forgot

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school

She didn't come for a week

At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family

Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them

But one day

He received a call from the General Hospital

Saying that Carol was about to die

She had been suffering from cancer

But Carol forbade them from telling him

Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her

But now that she was about to die

She wanted to see Eric for the last time

Eric rushed to the hospital

When he saw how weak Carol was

Tears began rushing down his cheeks

He whispered

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"

She looked at him

And smiled weakly at him

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant

this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend

my last days with you cheerfully."

Eric looked at her

"You can't leave me!" he said

"What will I be without you?"

"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that.

Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?"

"I love you"

And she died

Eric screamed

He still couldn't accept Carol's death

He had only spent a month with Carol

A month

But Carol changed his life in a way

A way that no one could ever explain

He regretted

But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven

Sometimes

We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us

Until they leave us

Until we lose them

Then we regret

Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts

It's better to tell someone how much you love them

Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them

You'll regret

Love is.

When we fight till the very last minute

Just to show and tell someone how much we love them


So sad rite..haiz..

Friday, February 27, 2004

yoyo~ tml got Xcountry leh..so sian..then last minute my dad say cannot fetch us go..cuz he gt ship cuming at 4+..stoopid ship lo..now i'm at a loss of wat to do lo..already promise them liao lehx..haiz..sian de la..
today they taking back o lvl results le! dunno wat's their results wor..haha..
i dunno y i still like him lor..haiz..stoopid me..dunno y must liddat..argh! he wun even like me..no one in dis world will..i'm too ugly..hahaz..sianz..gtg..buai~

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

yoyoyo..blogging frm sch cybercorner now~ haha..it's 6.38 now wor..hahax..buai~ scared teacher see..hahaz..gtg..(n_n)

Monday, February 23, 2004

yo..now my house got 2.5 sick ppl..hahax..one is my bro, he went to see doct juz now..then my dad..then e 0.5 one is me..haha..i got flu and cough and sore throat liaox..hai..dun wanna go pe on wed..so tired liaoz..hai..nth to tok abt actually..someting weird happened someone today..hahax..cant say wat..quite scary if u tink of it..eeeeww..hahaz..nvm..i'm sick of fights..not referring to anione here**
go liao..*cough cough* buai..

Sunday, February 22, 2004

haiz..vy sianx..dunno y becum liddat..i was looking at my chat logs juz now..and realised dat we toked so much last time..hahaz..lame..but it's fun to see e stuff dat we toked abt lor..crap and like comforting and stuff..some secrets we shared thru msn too..haha..miss dose days..haiz..go liao..tuition..haiz..cya~

Saturday, February 21, 2004

ma ma hao is sooo cool!! one simple song can turn out to be liddat...got jazz one, vy vy vy slow one and e normal one..all in one..hahax..how cum zheng lao shi cancel dat part? it's so nice lor..stoopid..but i still like dat song..i dun tink ani performance gt dat song..if not u all can listen lor..it's vy cool..but other instru de parts like quite hard..it's e rhythm prob la..our rhythm not quite good de..then we spent like almost 1 hr during co juz noe clapping e rhythms..haha..

Friday, February 20, 2004

hiyee~ had my first guitar lesson today..my finger hurts lor! and i play a string instru leh..used to e bass de strings le..then now got 6 strings then must do e chords tingy rite, then i realised dat i cant my fingers are not so coordinated lor..sumtimes will press e wrong string..hahaz..dunno how to prac oso..like i dunno if i'm doing e correct ting a not leh..sianz..it's diff frm other instru leh..i tink..cuz other instru can ting1 de2 chu1 lai2 if got wrong a not ma..then guitar i still blur blur de..hahaz..

then today during eng jeremiah go dunno where then wenbin take his seat..then e me,xw,ym,him tok crap..haha..so funni..if he sit there forever then we sure get scolded a lot liao..haha..like last yr..@_@..

back to other stuffs..hai..sian..issit juz me or all my frens have changed (most of them aniway) ? i realli dunno lor..maybe i tink too much la..but it's like..i tot best frens will stick together forever..i was apparently wrong
i dunno wat caused e change in u all lorx..i feel so distant, its like we tok abt sch stuff, gossip, and full stop..it's not like before animore..i wish to be like before, i noe dat i'm asking for too much..haiz..

Monday, February 16, 2004

yoyoyo~ here i am..like not e time for me to blog, but nvm..i shall juz type a short one..
well, today, we had chinese test wor..still okie lor..not dat bad..haha..then tml got amaths retest, and i am watching westside story and blogging now..so diaoz..haha..actually nth much to say..hahaz..go liao..cyaz~

Saturday, February 14, 2004

ZAX WANG REN FU

OMG OMG!!!
renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!!renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!! renfu hao shuai!!

argh!! we went to watch 5566 mini concert today!! so nice! totally changed my impression of all of them..wah!! ren fu stood beside yichen leh!! so envious!! then he ran past me twice! then i nv go n touch his hand sia..stoopid..y din i do it?? argh!! shudn't have hesitated lor...argh!!!!! y? y? y? y? y?
meng zhe oso vy shuai! then cannot take pics..stoopid..got dat sissy old guy dere..lyke wat the lor..but renfu hao shuai!! cant stand it liao lor..keep tinking abt him..argh!! thank you chinghee so much for giving us the tickets!!!
the games were so nice lor..then ask the questions and stuff..then renfu came to our side!! so happy! then chose e gal beside yc to ans question lor..then he stand beside yc! so xing fu! then we were close to them then..renfu face was so shuai! haha..i'm going crazy liao la..i wanna go their concert! but need to save money lor..argh! stoopid..
go watch mtv liao~ go 5566! hahax..cya~ (n_n)

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

OUR LATE SHOW TOP 10 REASONS

WE LOVE WILLIAM HUNG...



10. American Idol Contestant William: Just plain lovable. American Idol Contestant Keith: Just plain creepy!



9. I have incorporated William's dance moves into my aerobics routine, and I encourage others to do the same. --Jo, Petition Signer #1839



8. Ricky Martin's "She Bangs" was a much better choice for William to sing than Cyndi Lauper's "She Bop."



7. William knows how to solve complex math problems. How about you, Simon Cowell??



6. Because whatever is in that big yellow backpack of his is a delicious mystery one may never solve!



5. Will sings way better than Celine Dion for sure, eh!



4. William is just like the rest of us and takes BART. (Bay Area Rapid Transit)



3. Gotta love a guy who auditions for American Idol and has no idea who the heck Ryan Seacrest is.



2. Will Hung's civil engineering degree guarantees no wardrobe malfunctions.



And the #1 reason we all love William Hung is...

ONCE YOU SEE WILLIAM HUNG

SING AND DANCE,

AN HOUR LATER YOU WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN!



Rock on, Will!

-_-"'

diaoz..like..wateva lorz..hahax..

Monday, February 09, 2004

Everyday when you return from your school, whether or not it is from a secondary school, a junior collage, a polytechnic, or ITE, you would probably think that school sucks.

All that work and torture under your lecturer's or teacher's homework or assignments, or tutorials...

But think about this, i mean really think. All the time spent with your classmates, all the laughter, sorrows, and happiness of knowing that your friends are there in your class.

Now imagine them gone, perhaps part of them or even all of them. You may not realize it, but when advancing into the next level of education, it is inevitable that some friends will be parting with you.

What is all this you ask yourself, what I ask is of you to think, for those who received this mail, what do those people who were once or were still your classmates and friends meant to you.

Anyone who has at least finished their o levels and has graduated from respective schools would know the feeling of parting with your classmates and friends.

Not knowing when you still see them again.

Perhaps the next day, the next week, month, years, or even decade. Perhaps one day, you would realized how bitter sweet those memories were, the fun you had with your classmates and friends.

That is why ever so often when you asked someone which is the most fond memories they had in their years in education, they would often have that sadness in their eyes, but yet, they smile briefly.

It's the memories of their school friends. Those unforgettable years of laughter and happiness in school.

Each classmate had suffered under the same stresses in school. The teachers, whether they are kind or extremely strict.

So treasure your schooling days, don't complain, because you never know when you will miss them dearly. And perhaps, shed a tear for those treasured times in your youth.

I so agree with this..haiz..

Sunday, February 08, 2004

i dun wanna go tuition la!! sianz..juz realised dat it's so damn boring lor..gotta sit there and do work for 2 to 3 hrs..boring!! argh..and i dun even haf time to finish my work liao..still gotta go tuition..hai..stupid..and i dun tink it has done me any better..shit..
hiya~ yest went to tp concert!! so fun~ maybe except a few of e vocalists la..but some of them were quite good~ haha..i lurved matsuri..so nice..and they shout so loud! HU HA..hahax..and we were so hyper yest at e concert..haha..then e auntie near us kept asking us to keep quiet..diaoz..

LIST OF SONGS:
matsuri--so nice~
guan huai fang shi--ok lor..
xi shui chang liu--hm..no comments..
kan jian--4got how it sounds like..
el choco--er..with guitar ensemble i tink
el bimbo--nice!
if we hold on--not bad!
cant help falling in love--ok lor..
zi you~nice nice~ we play until sian liao..but they play vy nice!
tango
kiss the girl--no comments..(with choir)
dravidian chant(with choir oso) no comments..
qing fei de yi--ok lor..we sang along..haha
zhuo mu niao..
shang si xiang xu--beautiful~
sometimes when we touch--okie lor..e vocalists were quite good...
peng you--nice nice!!

dat's all..realli enjoyed e concert..hahaz..

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

yoyoyo..today was okie lor..and normally ok for me means good la..haha..cuz today got e emergency evacuation exercise tingy..then can skip all e lessons after recess~ lalala..e explosion hor..aiyo..so diao one..it was like right outside our class hor, and it sounded like balloons popping lor..we expected something more..it was like BAMP..then silence..so diao lor..then other classes were like screaming..haha..then later must go to e field..so hot!! then got like insects everywhere..
oh ya..and history was sucky..i hate her lor..i tell u ar..her lessons really vy sleepy one lor..it's like half e class was sleeping liao lor..she doesnt need lullabies(??) to make her children sleep man..u hear her tok sure can sleep liao..haha..then after her class everyone was like so energetic..haha..during her lessons all like dead liddat de..so diao..but realli, u shud hear her tok sumtimes..cant stand it lorx..and ppl cum frm other classes sure will be abit late one rite..u scold them for wat?? b**ch.. oh no!! i lost e guitar form!! shit!

Monday, February 02, 2004

I TORE MY JEANS

it was such a bad day for me yest man..so diaoz..
i was supposed to meet them at 11 yest, for e new year visiting, then i tot i cud leave home at abt 10.45 cuz it's juz a few mrt stations away wat..then wen i was on e way to e station, i realised dat i din have ani money to buy e concession pass..and e horror began..haha..i ran home la..and like after a few steps, i tripped and fell..like BAMP..on e floor..so malu!! then got 2 aunties watching lor..then i was like "erm right"..then ran back home, cuz i figured out dat i wud be late..then it was at e lift when i realised dat i TORE my jeans!! like fuck lor..dat pair of jeans costs $40 and it's new..like my mum is gonna be so angry with me..then i went home, and got scolded frm my mum..but i guess she was angry at me for being careless la, not dat i tore e jeans..haha..i was like phew..then in e end she din have small notes for me to buy e concession pass..so it was like i fell down and tore my jeans for nothing..wat the..
after dat was e new year visiting..there was abt 9 ppl i tink..me, ychuan, yichen, kon, pei, lishean, hengky, chuanli and del..guess it will be more fun if more ppl went lor..
tink e "funnest" house was kon's..cuz dere's e bball hoop dere, then everybody was like playing with it lor..haha..slamdunk sia..diaoz..
last stop was yichen's house..we had dinner dere..so nice..then after dat i was like so full sia..haha..
oh ya..havnt done ani hw..i'm so dead liao..gtg..buai~